There were 2 other entries I think I typed out a month or so ago to put up but I never finished them.
Sigh... SLACKER.
I think some of you have given up checking out this blogspace... hehehe...
But anyway, I wanted to write something that has been on my heart for a bit.
I know sometimes, the worst friends can be Christian friends.
As paradoxical that sentence can be, it is a sad truth.
The desire to live holy and be holy is a noble desire, but sometimes.. we just let that desire run loose.
There was this fad, where everyone wore the wristband 'WWJD', acronym for 'What Would Jesus Do'..
I think some of you have given up checking out this blogspace... hehehe...
But anyway, I wanted to write something that has been on my heart for a bit.
I know sometimes, the worst friends can be Christian friends.
As paradoxical that sentence can be, it is a sad truth.
The desire to live holy and be holy is a noble desire, but sometimes.. we just let that desire run loose.
There was this fad, where everyone wore the wristband 'WWJD', acronym for 'What Would Jesus Do'..
but I think, that was just it. The people who produced the band just made millions, and Christian's all over the world had an extra item to isolate the world from the Christian culture.
Do we really care what Jesus would do?
And that begs the question, do we really KNOW what Jesus would do?
I don't know... I haven't been the perfect Christian.
But I've been hearing some stories from friends about certain things that pain their hearts.
My heart feels that hurt and disappointment with them.
And that begs the question, do we really KNOW what Jesus would do?
I don't know... I haven't been the perfect Christian.
But I've been hearing some stories from friends about certain things that pain their hearts.
My heart feels that hurt and disappointment with them.
What have we done? Where did we go wrong? What did we do to have helped in the schizophrenic construction of your identity? Did we place too much expectations on all of you? Did we keep you away from the world too long? Too long till the fact that now you have to venture out spineless? Where did we go wrong? Did we not love enough?
Why do we judge you so harshly? Have we not grown with you as well? Are we not equals in the journey of faith? Since when did those moments where we share our thoughts about God come to be moments you dread? Or eventually memories I dread?
I just want to live my life in such a way that discovers who God is, day by day.
I just want to live my life feeling grateful, not deserving.
I just want to learn what it means to glorify God, and not regret sacrifices.
What do you want in your life?
What can I do to help?
Why do you feel like you have to pretend in front of me?
Why do you feel that the name of the Lord MUST be in every sentence?
Why must you add Christian jargon to each conversation?
Do you think we care for such words? Does it make you holier to us?
Why are you not honest?
I am sorry, if I was anything of the above.
I do know that I have been, or still am in some of the above.. probably at one point of time, all in fact.
I am sorry.
What Would Jesus Do?
He will do the right thing.
Be kind my dear friends... some of us are still too young.
The Lord is stil with us... He will come to Thee.
So Rejoice, Rejoice.
So Rejoice, Rejoice.
love,
sheryl
O come, O come Emmanuel
And ransom captive Israel
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear
O come Thou dayspring, come and cheer
Our spirits by Thine advent here
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night
And death's dark shadows put to flight
Rejoice, rejoice Emmanuel
Shall come to Thee, O Israel
Rejoice, rejoice, Emmanuel
Shall come to Thee, O Israel
"O Come Come Emmanuel"
And ransom captive Israel
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear
O come Thou dayspring, come and cheer
Our spirits by Thine advent here
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night
And death's dark shadows put to flight
Rejoice, rejoice Emmanuel
Shall come to Thee, O Israel
Rejoice, rejoice, Emmanuel
Shall come to Thee, O Israel
"O Come Come Emmanuel"